How wrong I was!
I can be against myself. Sometimes, the worst enemy the devil may "create" is not the manipulation of people around you, of events against you, but of words that have means to incapacitate you. Words that only you yourself can let into your life.
When you start to self-doubt, to belittle yourself, to start thinking that you are not good enough, to start fearing or worrying about what may happen, you have unfortunately believed in the lies of the enemy and you become limited.
It is not what others say of you- that doesn't matter. It's always about what you think or say to yourself that is critical. Are you thinking that "I am a failure", or are you thinking that "I am MORE than a conqueror through Christ"?
I'm still journeying this path, but I believe I will emerge victorious because He who died at the cross for me and who was resurrected after 3 days is victorious.
"I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me"
- Jia Lin Ang